So how about the days that goes by?
Huh i hate to say it
But i want to say it
I wanna share my story
For you, that wherever you are
I hope you know that i write it for you
I don't know why it's still you
But what you must know, i've done loving you
You know, i never thought that life would be this hard
You know, it's like eugh, so hard to explain
I feel like life just goes by as time changes
And you know? It's killing me slowly, why must like this?
I have no idea to say it with you
But i don't know with whom i gonna say it
I'm tired really, tired
Why people can't understand each other?
Why people can't reading my mind?
Why people are so selfish?
Why people..
Whyy?!!!
Sometimes i hate myself that too overthinking of something that i shouldn't think
Exactly i won't to think about all that stupid random thing, but that all just play in my mind and make me always trying to find a way to solve it eventhough i know it's hard and i shouldn't to think that but, ergggghhh i can't explain it so clearly
Sometimes when i get mad, there are no people will try to be nice to me
But they instead ignore me and also make my madness until its top
And sometimes they can't understand me the way i understand them
And sometimes, u know, being ignored when you actually wanna to cry, is obviously a really awkward moment and it's hurting me more and more
You know? I always happy all the day, but im crying myself when i go to bed
No one know who i really am
No one want to know
Because they always thinking that im still who im no matter hard this life i've been through
No matter big all my problem
No matter sucks the pain that live in my deepest heart
No matter annoying this damn prediction in my mind
No matter...
No matter what, they will not understand
Please God
Take this pain goes away
Make my life full of colour
I want get what i want
Maybe too impossible
Maybe too selfish
But that the fact
I really want get what i want
I really want what i've planned will come true
I really want the people who in my life want to follow what i managed
Too arrogant to ask that to You
But i know there are nothing impossible right?
And i know
Maybe not know
But someday
I believe i will get it, InsyaAllah...
I think it's enough
Thanks for reading
I don't know who want to read this random stupid blog
But if you want, thankyou before and after.
