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Hellow! Sekarang aku udah sma nii, mungkin selama ini isi postingan blog aku cuman about friendzone, missing someone and something like that. Sampai kalian gak pernah tau my real life. Okay, i'll share about that.

Fyi, sekarang aku sekolah di SMAN 1 Pekanbaru, kelas XA3. Kelasnya gila! Gila banget! Isinya 34 manusia freak, weird, and crazy! Serius, kalian bakalan letih kalau nyoba untuk stay beberapa saat disini. Karena emang beneran seram!!! But i love them so damn much! Walaupun aku gak anak asli XA3, karna sebelumnya aku di X6, tapi setelah bagi jurusan i got this crazy class!

Awalnya ya tuh aku kira "ini garing banget" awalnya tu waktu di X6, aku kalem, diem. Dan aku ngebatin "yes, it's time to change!" Karna aku emang niat tuh mau berubah di sma ni, pengen kalem gitu, pengen feminim like girl used to be. Rasanya agak success lah waktu di X6. But, did u know? Jangka waktu seminggu aku XA3, dahlah, dah muncul aja sifat asli aku tu. Dahlah, batal semua rencana. Dan emang gak enak try to be someone that i'm not. It's so hard mennn. Wkwkwk.

Okay aku bakalan describe anak anak XA3 satu satu. Oiya, setiap guru yang masuk ke kelas ini pasti ngeluh! Ngeluh karna kami ribut, mada, gak merhatiin, dll. Terus disini tu ya, kayak gak ada perbedaan gender, semua sama:)) walaupun kayak gini, tapi aku betah, aku nyaman, seru banget soalnya bisa ada diantara yang gila gila kayak mereka.

Okay, walikelas kami ngajar fisika, baik, cantik, manis, sering nyeramahin kami, karna "if you know what i mean" yep, kemadaan kami! Oke, aku bakalan describe satu satu:

1. Afra naudzul: bendahara cetarr, suaranya astaghfirullah, hobi marah, hobi berkata kata:), afra seram kalau udah minta duit, tapi dia pinter, apalagi b.ing, jago begetee. Manis, galak25698x, crush kami sekelas, eh gak crush deh, ex-crush kami, skrg ex-crush dia udah jadi pacar dia, dan ex-crush aku yagitu, wkwk. Rumahnya 2 kali dikunjungi segerombolan kami:).

2. Agus reforiandi: marketerzzzzz, sikit sikit bercarut, gendut, hitam, kasar, kasar, kasar, jahat, mpo hehe, garing, pemalas, merasa paling bagak, tukang ngisi spidol. End.

3. Aldian anggi: gabeng, manis, ganteng, baik, ramah, taken, langeng xxxxx! Sepaket sama malik, titan, yani. Dulu asfa, adzannya keren! Giginya lucu, vollynya keren, sering kesel nih sama aku, don't know why:)

4. Asih rahayu: acin, kurus, tinggi, rambutnya badai, hijabers, rumahnya dewa! Kerumah dia sejauh jauhnya buat latihan, alhasil nihil, karna rumahnya ada biliard penghasut anak cowok untuk bermain:) baikkk, manis, lesung pipinya uwuuw, hobi galau, agak sensian, kalau udah berkata kata seram, bestnya gewe nee, walaupun sering kelahi kita ya cin?:*

5. Ayu nastiti: atun, teman sd sekomplek yang bertemu di sma, speechless waktu sekelas sama atun, rasanya bentuk dulu sd kami musuhan, eh skrg ketemu:) tun ndut, imut, baik, empuk xxxxx! Sering dipanjat roby, pacaran 2 hari galaunya 2 tahun, tun seru, asyik, gokil, tun gak suka pramuka, anak basket dan dia sering ditegur guru:(

6. Bella amanda: belli, bele, bokep, lawak, nyengir selalu, pacarnya baik kaliiiii, udah setahun, gigi besar, gusi besar, hobi teriak teriak, gila, gak ada pandainya, bestfriend sinsu 4ever bel? Sepaket sama nabella, anak passus yang rajin.

7. Dandy indrawangsa: pendiam, duduknya didepan sama anak baru.

8. Danny maulana: jahat, kasar sekasar kasarnya umat, sering mukul kepala, punggung aku, putih, pinter, mirip cina, punya dendam sendiri ke aku kayaknya:) kalau ada maunya, minta maaf dulu:) pemeran utama pagelaran, danny mada, anak basket, bibirnya merah, alisnya sexy:)

9. Dayana mareta: badaii, pinterrrr, sepaket sama widya, fitri. Baikkkk, suaranya bagus keleuss, anak olimp mtk, bijak, disegani ni dikelas, anak debat, talk less do more.

10. Fikri shadiq: tampang mupeng, bele, muka lonjong, freak, aneh seaneh anehnya umat, tatapannya bahaya:) rempong hidupnya, ribet, hobi ngebentak, gak banget, tapi dia seru juga, dulu satu smp kami. Setau aku dipanggil fikri, nyampai sma udah shadiq aja panggilannya.

11. Fitri natalia: anak kos, hobi sensi, dia rajin begete, telaten, rambutnya badai, kayak barbie, kecil, suara kecil, kurus.

12. Ilham meidarlis: temen les yang sekarang sekelas, telinganya dahsyat, pemalas luar biasaaaaa, taken sama anak sebelah, tugas minta bikinin sama orang, suaranya keren abis, kalian mesti denger! Anak bagak, sekolah punya bapaknya.

13. Kevin rovi: otaknya normal kok normal, anak mama, apa apa telfon mama, pergi latihan kami barengan, dia diantar mama, mama forever, rapper, otaknya eminem, jago begete b.ingnya.

14. Malik habibillah: pimsang kelas putra, botak, ucul 1000x ucul, sayang kali sama malik, anak dumai, itemm manis dan ngegemesin, tampang?flat! Walaupun marah, ngelawak, tetep flat but funny! Kata katanya nusuk juga nii, sering pedih pedih hati dibikinnya, cowok sejati dikelas, amat sangat bisa diandalkan!

15. M. Ferdiansyah: juara satu neee, sayang muka, sayang perut, semua disayang soalnya jomblo, rajin garis keras, peduli banget sama nilai, tukang makan, pinterrrr, olimp mtk kemarin, stress kalau nilai hancur, stress tugas gak siap, kalau sekelompok sama dia top lah! Temen nebeng pulang<3

16. M. Hafiz: pinterrnya pinter keleesss, rajiin, baikkk, sabarnya tebel banget kalau aku minta ajarin, kadang buat palak, skrg udah otw bikin kesel, otaknya encer kali, nyebelin, hobi ngejek, sebangku agus, haha.

17. M. Akbar: lentik, manis, mirip afgan?nggak deh, tukang gombal, moduser, akbar baik, imut imut, taken, ntah udah berapa bulan, pemalas tapi tugas gak mau gak ngumpul, sebangku sama obie.

18. Nabella oktavianda: cewek paling raksasa setelah atun, suaranyaaa-_- sekarang udah hobi marah dan bikin palak, gak ngertilah sama nabel, tapi nabel baik, pernah nebeng ke sungai siak buat tugas plh, hihi.

19. Nahda rani: bakatnya sih pengacara, cita cinta dokter:) ngomong sekata dijawabnya separagraf, jahat, mukanya bikin palak, aktif passus, sepaket sama nindi, hobi marah marah tapi marah kalau aku marah marah, duduk dibelakang dia gak tersiksa kok, enggak:)

20. Nindi ayu: buklu passus, sexy men, cheers nii, objek dibully anak cowok, klop kali sama robby, apa apa robby, sering menyelipkan curhatan di setiap kalimat yg diomongkannya, nama lainnya sih curcol, sepaket berdua rinda, pipinya merah merah, katanya sih blash on nya dari dalam:)

21. Nindy novianty: anak basket ney, baikk, sabar kali kali kalii, pacarnya senior, rajin, putih, cantik, kurus pengen kayak nindy:( bertanggungjawab, tapi kalau udah palak, dahlah jangan coba coba:)

22. Rendy yuda: aneh, misterius, kadang sih percaya gak percaya sama dia, klop kali sama ryan, selalu ngebelain ryan, sayang kali sama ryan, rumahnya nggak jauh kok enggak, lumayan bisalah diajak bekerja sama dalam pagelaran buat bantu bantu.

23. Rifka malinda: ika kecik, minion, takenn, k so sweet kali sama pacarnya, senyumnya lebar, jarinya panjang, duo kecik sama veren, manissss, hobi marah juga, cepet sensi, tapi ramah begete. Kemarin dia baru pulang umroh, k imutlah pokoknya!

24. Robby fenandri: ada trisukma dinamanya tapi dia gak suka karna kayak nama cewek, badannya kecil dan menipu, kurus, hobby kali nyiksa nindi, ntah sayang dia ntah gak, otaknya siplah:) bele, kadang tingkahnya yg nggak nggak aja, baiklah, penakut akut!! Obie ucul juga, sering membongak.

25. Rosa mulni: hoho, my chairmate! Sabarnya teballlll, tebaaaal kaliii, baiik, pinterrr, tapi skrg udah agak hobi sensi, terkontaminasi aku kali ya?:( rosa always listening always understanding, sabar kali berdua rendy kalau aku udah kelahi sama ryan, rajin bangettt, aktif passus. Sering gibah sama dia sekarang, wkwk.

26. Ryan sury: ketua, buruk, jahat, cerewet, raksasa, tukang ngina, tukang buat palak, teman kelahi all the time, nyebeliiiinnn, gak ada yg bener dimata dia, semua salah, kalau ada maunya baru baik baik, itupun dalam sekejap langsung buat palak, sering minta kirimin pr, pinterlah yaa, uh sering nanya wkwk, vollynya keren men, sombong, sombong, sombong, hobi sombong, sok cool padahal buruk.

27. Sherly perel: itam, legam, besi berani:) gak dehh, sherly best deeeh, baik meen, mukanya buat palak, giginya ucul, makan all the time, pacarnya imam ckck, nyebelin, gak suka dimarah tapi kelakuannya bikin org marah:) dia sabar tapi kadang marah marah juga:)

28. Shindi yuliza: bohay, sexy and pinter banget caper guru, hehe, dia sekre kelas.

29. Titan herliana: kecil, rambut panjang bgt, juru soal, juru kunci, baiklah, pinter, lumayan rajin, anak bagak, selalu berani dengan semua yg dilakukannya gak peduli resiko:)

30. Vanesha miranda: i cant describing myself anyway. Pokoknya dikelas itu ya gitu, kayak kebanyakan makhluk disana pokoknya.

31. Veren monica: mancung, manissss, pipinya tembem, rambut badai keles, kecikk, ndutz, bibirnya tipis keles, cheers ne, so sweet kali sama pacarnya, jarang ada pandainya dia ni.

32. Widya esterina: teman seperjuangan kalauu mau uh, kalau ada tugas ask widya! Baikk, badannya gede, sabar, pinteerrr, olimp mtk juga, duduknya so far from me, tapi kalau ujian deket sama dia, hehe.

33. Zuffiani zetha: ucul, sipit, ngomongnya so fast, gaya ngomongnya lucu, panggilannya 'y' putih keles, sering flu sama kayak aku, baik, ramah, baru jomblo, sering sensi juga, rumah paling dekat sama sekolah tapi hobi telat:)

34. Ridho wira: anak baru dari sma2, pinter volly, kayaknya pinter sih, belum kenal banget, baik deh, mukanya agak sengak gitu, eh rupanya lumayan seru jugalah dia.


Finally!! Keriting jari dedek ngetiknya:( haft! Pokoknya sayang banget sama mereka! Kalau ibaratnya sekolah itu rumah kedua, nah mereka itulah keluarga kedua! Emang seru seru banget! Bakalan banyak event yang bakal kami isi bareng2, kayak ntar lagi bakalan ada ED, pagelaran, siroh, upacara. Huhu, semoga klop terus yaa my lovely class!!!

one does not simply

although it's hurt, i will still through it all. yeah i know it isn't easy, and it's so hard and too hurt to do. but if God give me this all to through, i will through it with the best i can.

once, there is a part of bestfriend. Her name is sandra, and his name is willy. they're just met at their new school. they haven't known each other. but time bring them to the present, to the life that their live right now.

sandra has a bad attitude bad not worse. she always proud of her loudest laugh and don't care what her friends said. during that all can makes her happy, she'll do that and close her ears of what peoples said. but all that prescription she broke up with her bravest act and her speaking talent. she's very good on her debate and she always like to speak over the words. at least she is a kind and brave girl, but a little bad attitude that makes her still single until this time.

willy is the top boy on their class, he is the coolest one, but that in once. now, he is the freakiest boy, or the other desc like sandra on boy version. he is so freak, but multitalent. maybe he is not good in english, but his sport is sooo amazing. he and sandra like completed each other, and they are cute. everyday they are always fighting. no day without fighting.

sandra and willy like tom and jerry. they're so cute but freak and sometimes makes their friends feel annoying with their "fight" everyday.

day by day have passed. someday, sandra feel like she has a disgusting mind on her head. she see herself changing. she feel like fighting with willy isn't get bored although they do that everyday and everytime and she smile everytime she remind all moments that she has been through with willy. .

oneday, she told it to her friends. about her disgusting feeling. she wont to fall for him. wth will happen if she fall for him. but it's the reality, yes she is love willy and in love with him. but she don't know, is willy fall with her too? is willy love her too? sandra knows the answer, it's no!

day by day passed like usual, always fighting don't care how little mistakes each other have done, they will always make it into big problem. like a married couple that want to break up. they're always do that. and sandra don't know why, she always hope that their fighting wont to the end, because that the only way to still close with willy.

so far, sandra love willy more and more each day. now, she got jealous when willy flirting with other girls. she don't know why. but she know she notable to do that, because she is not willy's girlfriend she just willy's girl bestfriend. that phrase are killing her everytime she saw willy flirting with other girls.

she told bout her feeling to her friend. and her friend ask her to change, as soon as possible. because get jealous with someone who doesn't even yours is the worst feeling ever. you feel pain because him, but you shouldn't yo feel that. okay, sandra try her best to change. she try it so hard. but everything feel so worst everyday. willy doesn't like the same. he get closer with usual girl he has flirt with. they're closer, closer and sooooooo closeeeeeeeee everyday. that makes sandra down. it broke down her effort not to get jealous, but why willy act like he is in love with that girl. that disgusting sandra. and it makes sandra as a sensitive girl. she always get mad, but she take it seriously when willy call her, she feel like willy want that girl and love that girl.

sandra get more far with willy everyday. and it's hurt. really hurt. she don't know what she will say to willy because everything are so worse and she can't explain why. she save it by herself because she know, no one can understand what she has been through.

"it's hurt to see some one who very close with you in once, but get so far right now and you can't move from all moments that you've been through together. and you always miss it. and you always get jealous when he with other girls but you don't have to do that because he's not even yours"

and now, sandra still try her best. not just to make her jealousy go away, but also to make herself ready and really sure to let go of someone who so close with her in once and move from all that sweet moments and really sure to see willy happy with other girl that really mean to him..